I have an ultrasound on Friday April 21, 2008. I can't wait for the 21st because the technician said that I should be able to see the baby's form. I still don't have my blood tests back, I am anxious about that too. I want to make sure my thyroid levels are normal and also the HCG is increasing. I am just keeping myself on top of things because I think my doctor is not.

I have been eating a lot of fibres like spinach, broccoli, bok choy, whole wheat breads which is probably the reason why I am having an upset stomach. I wake up in the morning and the first thing I do is run to the washroom. It gets pretty tiring for me in the morning. I am slower than usual in the mornings. I don't use make up like before. I have been hating work and keep telling my colleague that I want to go home. I miss my husband at times like this because I need that boost to keep myself up, but InshaAllah we will be together soon.

I also want to get over my final driving license because in a couple of months I am not going to be the same as I am now. I miss my dad a lot, he would be going crazy with joy and he would take care of me like a princess. I miss his presence. I really miss him.